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Diejoubu
All I ever wanted was to pick apart the day, put the pieces back together my way.

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A Fistful of Years Later

Posted by Diejoubu - 2 hours ago


Been a bit since I like, actually came around back here. About as long since I opened up FL Studio. Always a solid mix of initial cringe with aftertaste of perspective to see things like older news/blog entries I threw up here and what I was goin' through when I felt like brewing up some chai and doing some stitch work in Fruity Loops. Get that sense of wanting to say something like, "Hey man, shit sucks, but it'll work out. You know it will. Just gotta keep moving, otherwise you're already dead." That sound a bit hack-y? Maybe. Prolly. Whatever, point is, gained perspective.


Work's still the same-old-same-old, but we're actually chipping away to make some upward mobility here instead of being too lazy/depressed. I'm getting old now, man. Some shit just ain't gonna cut it anymore. Got places I wanna go, things I wanna do, and a certain someone I wanna settle down with (nah, not that last bitch, fuck her lol). Feels good to feel like I've actually got long-term things to work towards again since...I dunno, college? Feels like something real again instead of just tryna make it to the weekend so we can get trashed and play Street Fighter (well, sometimes I still wanna do that).


New tracks soon? Eventually? Maybe - we'll see where inspiration might try to strike and when the time for it is. But otherwise, we're fine with feelin' just fine.


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